Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because you know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

Because of you

Because of you

Tagged by Ashley

Rules:
1. Gender of your ideal partner should be clearly stated
2. Game is followed by tagging 8 more people by leaving a message "You've been tagged".
3. If those who've been tagged have already gone through it once, new entry could be remitted.

8 Criteria of an Ideal (Female) Partner:

1. She understand and share in my beliefs of God. 
2. She can make me smile just thinking about her.
3. She is there with me through the thick and thin.
4. She is opened minded and understanding.
5. She must be honest and trustworthy.
6. She puts others before herself
7. She can stand "the guys". =P
8. She is "my best friend, with whom I am whole with." when anyone ask about us.  

I think values (1) and (8) are most important as criteria (1) basically sums up (1)-(6), and (8) is what having an ideal partner is all about =]

Dude i totally haven't updated in like... 2 months... haha... I guess it's because there hasn't really been anything new. School is as usual  though it sucks that I'm having trouble going back every weekend lately due to outrageous gas prices. How has everyone been lately hmmmM? Hope all is going well. This past weekend was nice, went up to Boston w/ Queenie for her bro's wedding. Boston is a nice place, the drive (while not in traffic) was nice w/ plenty of sights. Even visited Jingwen at BU! wow... BU is... nice... and apparently lotsa other schools there are just the same... the wedding was nice and during the dinner after the ceremony there was this miniscule dance floor. Naturally I wasn't on it haha... but adorable lil kids were... this one lil girl was mac'n it dancing w/ 3-4 boys... crazyyyyyy. haha... then we got to see Queenie's bro dance (those silly wedding games). The trip back wasn't too bad, not too much traffic. Now I'm just bored again...  entertain me? Pics up a lil later... but until then... I'll leave you w/ this:

FIR - Fly Away
qing chen de wei feng ru ci de ping fan
kan si jian dan wui qi qu san
wen rou yang guang zhong man man xing le guo lai
zhun bei mian dui tiao zhan

zai xin de shi ji gai pao kai guo gu
shi hao shi huai yao fang de kai
wang meng xiang de lu mei you xiang xiang jian dan
wo hai yao geng young gan

hui yi jiu xiang xuan wo ta jiang wo la zou
shi jian de zhong xiang qi wo bu gai dou liue

Fly away bu guan liu xia duo shao yan lei
jian chi xia qui de dong li hai zai
Nothing I will be afraid

Fly away bu uan wei lai you duo kun nan
wo reng ran neng gan jue xin tiao hai zai
Nothing I will be afraid

Translation:
The morning breeze is so average. It looks simple, drove the fog away. Slowly wake up from the soft sunshine and ready to face the challenges.

In the new century, the past should be forgotten. It doesn¡¦t matter if it¡¦s good or bad, just let it go. The road towards the dream is not as easy as imagined. I have to be more brave.

The memories are like swirl it pulls me away. The bell of the time is ringing I shouldn¡¦t linger anymore.

Fly away, it doesn¡¦t matter how many tears I have cried, the determination of continuing on is still there. Nothing I will be afraid.

Fly away, it doesn¡¦t matter how hard the future will be I can still feel the heart beats. Nothing I will be afraid.